worship stuff!

July 7, 2008

I have come to the realization today that I am officially in a slump.  I can’t quite put my finger on it, but I think I have a good idea of what the problem is.  I have been getting a lot more opportunities as a guitar player rather than a worship leader.  I am having a hard time admitting this, but I think I am better at playing guitar than I am at leading worship.  It’s not a secret that my biggest struggle as a worship leader is effectively communicating and taking the kids somewhere.  Even though I do feel like I have gotten a lot more comfortable, I just don’t feel like I am near as good as these other guys.  However I am so comfortable (not always competent, but always confident) on the guitar.  Playing at Big Stuf was a huge milestone for me as a guitar player.  It really forced me to do some things way outside of my comfort zone but I grew a ton.  I am really trying hard to continue to grow as a worship leader while still growing as a guitar player as well.  I guess it’s a good struggle to have, I just wish I was a better communicator on stage.  I’m only 20 though, I just want to keep growing and getting better every day.

-chris